~for the first time we having a serious discussion~

"baby..can i ask u somthing?"
"go on.."
"y u suddenly ask me abt all this?"
"huhu..i already know u will ask this..each time u text nana ur like miss ur family. each time i tell abt mom and dad u will exited. and i know how ur feelings at tat time. ur family is mine too. so it's our resposible bring our family together again."
"n knw wat happen to me now?"
"huhu u must think abt me na? huhu"
":) if i'm crying now?"
"yup i thought so..atleast cry now..dun keep wit u..tat will make u feel better"
"nape nak wat i nangis..baby..baby.."
"hney i didnt meant to do tat. but i want u be happy. u always try to hide ur feelings.."
"i'm happy..happy wit u..my new life..

hmm...kata orang..bila kita bercakap kita akan lupa apa yang kita katakan..tapi bila kita tulis..kita akan ingat dan baca semula apa yang ditulis itu selagi ada dalam simpanan..dan aku...terus menangis apabila membaca apa yang ditulis kepadaku..kerana ia sangat menyentuh jiwaku..kerana dia telah membuat aku menangis..kerana dia sangat menenangkan jiwaku akhirnya..kerana dia segalanya bagiku...dan dia adalah satu-satunya yang bisa membuat aku menangis dan tersenyum dalam satu masa..dan dia adalah satu-satunya yang bisa membuat aku marah dan pemaaf dalam sekelip mata..dan dia adalah satu-satunya yang bisa membuat aku ketawa dan tersenyum gembira akhirnya...aku akan jatuh kerana dia..aku akan bangun kerana dia..aku akan teruskan hidup bersama dia..selamanya..dan keakhirnya..insyaAllah..Amin~

7.2.2010
3:18am

~The Brooke Ellison Story~

Its been long time i'm looking for this movie since first time i watch it long time ago..i cant remember the title..but this is the story that i will never forget from my memory..from the normal kid..going to school..dancing..got everything in her life..but one day this gurl was struck by a car in 1990 at age 11..leaving her paralyzed from the neck down and ventilator-dependent..and she's the best graduate from Harvard University. HOW THIS GURL SURVIVE? Finding Hope and Overcoming Challenges..her story giving inspiration to me..give me courage..and life..i was down..really hard for me to walk again..i was give up on my life..i was give up to look after my family..but this movie bring light to me..this movie make me realize on life..and this song..the words..really meant so much to me..and i dedicated this for someone that i love..my everything..and i want u to be like this gurl..be strong..take her courage..take her spirit..be a gud person..i love u baby..

You don't have to dry your eyes,
Go ahead and cry,
Let your sweet tears stain my shoulder.
It's good to get it off your chest
Give your troubled soul a rest
And let somebody hold you.

It's gonna be ok,
It's gonna be alright,
Tomorrow is a new day
Oh, you see it in a new light.
Try to keep your head up,
Don't you ever give up,
Even if your heart breaks
Yeah, it's gonna be ok.
It's gonna be ok...

When hurt is all you feel inside,
'Cause you failed with one you tried
It's best to put that thing behind you
It may don't look so good right now
But it's gonna change somehow
All that I can do is remind you...

It's gonna be ok,
You're gonna be alright,
Tomorrow is a new day
Oh, you see it in a new light.
Try to keep your head up,
Oh, don't you ever give up
Even if your heart breaks
Yeah, it's gonna be ok.

It's gonna be ok...
You've gotta find the way to keep your faith
'Cause someday someone is gonna need to hear you say:

It's gonna be ok,
You're gonna be alright
Tomorrow is a new day
You see it in a new light
Oh, try to keep your head up
But don't you ever give up
Even if your heart breaks
Yeah, It's gonna be ok, (it's gonna be alright)

It's gonna be ok
You're gonna be alright
Tomorrow is a new day
Oh, you see it in a new light
But try to keep your head up
Don't you ever give up
Even if your heart breaks
Oh, it's gonna be ok

It's gonna be ok...
You're gonna be alright
But try to keep your head up
Don't you ever give up
It's gonna be ok.